ChienBrillant14
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ChienBrillant14
il/lui·14 ans
1atired, bored, perpetually online and more
back on this account after i thought i was doing well in life I've been really just bored out of my mind lately, school is a bich and life is just uninteresting in a nutshelli havent been motivated to do anything, been a little obsessed with a series lately but thats about it, got myself a long distance bf but we can only talk in a specific game's chat and i havent been playing that game for over 2 weeks now, i feel really bad for ghosting him but the motivation just really isnt there :(ive also been really tired lately does anyone know what that means?i wanted to go outside today but my sister doesnt want to go and my mom says its "too late" even tho all i want is go the the dollar shop a few blocks away and buy some candy for period comfort and its only 5 pm (so unfair)im not feeling well, thats my verdictanyone have tips or suggestions?ps i speak and undersrand french i just prefer typing in english if you get me, if you understadn english pls pls pls respond im actualy dying of boredom >:( -
ChienBrillant14
il/lui·14 ans
1aI envy girls who are fine with being girls
Ok, I know I’ve been venting a lot these days, and I mean A LOT. But life really is falling apart and I can’t stand this any longer. Why am I trans? Why can’t I just be a girl? Like- I don’t WANT to be a girl, but why? Even I don’t really understand myself. Am I.. lying to everyone? Am I just insecure? Am I truly a boy? If I am, then why do I never feel.. manly enough? What exactly IS this shithole we call life?(i understand French please help me) -
ChienBrillant14
il/lui·14 ans
1aWhat if I’m just doing it for attention??
So I’m a trans guy, going by he/theyive been doubting myself for a whileHonestly, I don’t even know why I’m doubting. I guess my self esteem really is shit. I keep thinking I might just be some.. misogynist or narcissist who just wants attention, I constantly need to be reminded by the school counselor or my friends to be confident again. What is this? Why do I keep doing this to myself despite knowing I’m just destroying myself? Do I just.. crave reassurance???Btw I understand French, just more comfy in English. So if you understand English and prefer french, I’ll gladly accept anything from anyone. -
ChienBrillant14
il/lui·14 ans
1aHelp me
Trigger warning (Suicide and shit)Uh hi it’s me againSo I may or may not have almost attempted suicide againTook my scissors and uhDont wanna get into detailsbut here’s the questionHow do I stop my tendencies? I can’t stop thinking about dying and it’s annoying honestly Please how do I feel better about life(BTW I understand French)