I hate this
SafranAttentif1
elle/il
I hate this i hate everyone i hate everything i wish i could just stop breathing and disappear into thin air I’m not doing anything with my life all i do is drag others down and cause them pain and i hate it i wish i could just die I’m tired of crying every night in fear of going to school the next day and waking up with a splitting headache because i cried so much and I’m dehydrated i was prescribed antidepressants but they just don’t work anymore everything is so scary and loud and annoying and bright and it’s overwhelming and i wish i wasn’t scared to die.
its 11:55 pm and i have school tomorrow but i don’t want to go i want to stay home and take a mental health day but my mom won’t listen to me she knows i have diagnosed depression and anxiety yet she treats me like a joke like my feelings aren’t real like I’m just faking it but i can’t take it anymore i just want a day to get myself together because i was so depressed during winter break i couldn’t do anything except rot in my bed what do i do im scared i hate this
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SmoothieAttentif11
elle/elle·13 ans
5hJsuis en couple❤️Slt tout le monde!!Jme suis trouver un chum,hier et on est en couple!!!C'est la première fois de ma vie que j'ai un chum,donc j'aimerais avoir quelques conseils....Merci!! Bye❤️❤️
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FougèreOrganisé6
elle/elle
11hPas d’amie ? Normal?Bonjour à vous , pour commencer je ne suis pas poète hihi donc ça va aller comme cela . Depuis 3 ans je n’ai pas de réel amie , j’aimerais beaucoup en avoir et que cela dur longtemps mais je n’arrive pas à m’attacher et elle/il finissent TOUS par m’énerver . Je n’arrive pas à m’attacher assez pour que cela m’affecte mais en même temps j’aimerais beaucoup pouvoir garder des amitiés
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AbeilleProdigieuse14
elle/elle·14 ans
20hMes🍒Salut tout le monde et j'espère que vous allez bien!
Depuis un moment, ma poitrine est devenu un nouveau complexe vu qu'elle est petite. En même temps que j'aime que ça ne soit pas trop visible, j'ai peur que mes seins ne soient pas assez gros. Je sais que les gars qui aiment les filles pour leur poitrines ne sont pas les meilleurs, mais en même temps, si je trouve une bonne personne, ce genre de choses pourraient peut-être me complexer. Je n'ai pas tant que ça de courbes en général, mais je n'ai pas envie que pour une quelquonque raison, il faudrait que j'en ai plus. Qu'est-ce que vous en pensez?
Merci beaucoup!💜💜
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FattoucheOrganisé3
il/lui·17 ans
23hJe pense rompreMa copine, en pleine discussion, apparaît puis disparaît. Quand je lui dis souvent « je t’aime », elle ne répond même pas. Et quand je lui demande pourquoi elle disparaît en plein milieu d’une conversation, elle me dit : « J’ai oublié, je suis un peu éparpillée en ce moment. »
J'comprend pas c'est peut-être des signes de rupture j'sais pas pas quoi faire là
Je pense à rompre actuellement donc s'il vous plaît aidez-moi 🙏
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RoseSympathique7
Ado TJ·elle/elle·20 ans
Hi @SafranAttentif1 ,
How are you?
You look really tired of everything that is going on, especially school. I know it's hard to look at the progress you made but I am sure there is more than you think.
You are understood, heard, and you aren't alone. The feelings you go through are valid.
I would like you tell you that there is solutions out there. I am proud that you choose to text us here in the Forum Tj. You are on the right way.
Do you think you can ask your doctor about your prescription? Maybe they can do something about it?
What do you do when you are stressed for school?
I think you should try to make a list of healthy things that makes you feel better when you feel like the world is falling apart. Could be drawing, sport.s, music, etc.
I fully support you, you can do this. Don't forget that when it's 11:55 pm, you are tired which makes your overthinking and feelings go even more intense. ❤️
Remember that we are still here no matter what. You got this xxx
RoseSympathique7
SoleilSportive11
Ado TJ·elle/elle·20 ans
Hey @SafranAttentif1 🩵
I love the answer that @RoseSympathique7 gave you and I wanted to add a bit to it 😊
How have you been since you wrote? I hope that it helped you to write out your feelings on the TJ forum :) Sometimes, the words gotta come out and it can help to relieve yourself from some of the emotions that are weighing on your heart.
I hear you.
I felt through your words how it’s been for you.
To be honest, I know that it’s harder to convince yourself of that than just reading the following words, but YOU MATTER 🩵
You really do. Depression is tough to go through, but remember that there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. The journey to it may appear to be impossible, but I believe in you.
One step at a time, one breath at a time, you can make it.
Let me tell you something that struck when I cam across a random video once: “The healing process does not have to be linear.” 🩵
I don’t know what caused depression, but I encourage you to remain hopeful and maybe reflect on what makes you stress or have negative thoughts. What are some things that would be helpful for you to let go of to help you get more frequent smiles on your face? What are some things that you are grateful for? What are some things that are little its and bits of happiness in your life? I encourage you to reflect on these topics and to hang on to that hope 🩵
Healing does not mean that all the damage never existed. It means the damage no longer needs to control your life. And you continuing to move forward despite the challenges, and starting to take better care of yourself are ways to gain a bit more control every day. How does that sound?
Your emotions are valid. You are valid. Remember that you’re worth it 🩵
If you need a break, I encourage you maybe talk with a councillor at school, so you can take to do stuff for yourself, for your mental health. It’s ok to take some time for yourself. And I encourage you to be accompanied through the process.
It’s ok not to be ok.
It’s ok to get some help. Actually, it’s important.
Healing means changes; it implies kindness.
It takes time.
You got this 🩵
Don’t hesitate to reach out again on the forum; we’ll be happy to help :)